CHAPTER 21: ZAYN'S CONFESSION
He finally realized..
After finishing the song.. Zayn came near to me and held both of my hands in his... That touch again a tear rolled.. I had missed him so much...
"I'm sorry!" He whispered
"For what?" I whispered back
"For letting you down?" He said looking deep into my eyes... "For letting a girl like you, slip away? For denying you.. I thought I was protecting you from every thing that I have to go through but...I was wrong.. I've never felt so wrong in my entire life... I need you.. No matter what! I had taken you for granted.... I realized your importance the moment you left me.. I was right! I really Can't live with out you... I know how I've spent these days with out you.." His eyes filled up with tears.. Mine were already wet.. "You know.." He continued.. "It just wasn't the same when you left.. I uh, I didn't have a reason to laugh.. Even to smile? You!" He paused.. "You are every thing to me..." He held my face... Looking into my eyes... "When you hugged Komal and whispered 'I love you' to me.... I felt like I was rewarded with heaven.. But I didn't realize it.. I let the princess of that heaven slip away... I was... Uh!! I was so stupid..." He blamed him self... "I never knew I loved you so much.. My love for you finds no bounds.. it's like an ocean with out the bottom.... and it's not a dialog, trust me... " He grinned but than his smile faded away.. "You know, Every morning my eyes would be closed on my way towards your room.. 'cause you were the person I wanted to view first every morning... My day would always end beautifully just by watching you first every day.. I want that forever..." I smiled.... Looking in to his deep beautiful eyes... He continued... "When you'd smile, I felt like... I need to save the moment.... But I never knew what I felt about you deep, deep inside.... You know, the moments you cried in front of me were the only moments of my life where I wanted to scream... I mean like actually scream.." He grinned.. Tears fell from both of our eyes.. Our foreheads met... "You know I never realized what you meant to me until you left me empty handed.. Losing you and letting you go was the biggest mistake of my life... I'm sorry for that! You were the one... The only one... From the very first.... We were meant to be Mona.... I've heard somewhere... [THERE ARE NO ACCIDENTS AND THERE ARE NO COINCIDENCES] may be we were a match made in heaven?" We both laughed... He continued.. "Mona?" His smile faded away... "I missed you so much..... This much.. That I thought that my heart would stop beating... but than I saw you today ... It felt like, I was blessed with a new life... You're so....... I love you!!!!" I started crying... I always wanted to hear that... "You...You stood by me all the time.. With you I'd feel happy.. You made every wrong, right! You never let me fall.. You made me see the truth.. The right, The good.. You are the only one I want in my life.... I love you!!! Become my eyes, when I'm unable to see... Become my ears when I'm unable to hear, my tongue when I'm unable to speak.. Please... Stand beside me... Forever and always..... I'm........."
*SLAP*
He held his cheek... "What did I do?" He asked innocently as I slapped him...
"Do you have any idea how much I love you..??" I asked... He smiled... We stared at each other for 5 seconds and than hugged... very tight... like before... oh, it felt so perfect, so beautiful... the hole in my heart was filled .... I kissed his cheek.... The one I had slapped.. We hugged again... Very very very tight....
"Oh, I missed you so much..." I cried..
"I missed yo too.. More than you can imagine...." Zayn said... "I love you!!!!"
"I love you too!!" I said as tears flowed....
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