CHAPTER 19: I RUN AWAY
Leaving Zayn behind
"Fine go!" Zayn gave up on me.. "Go!! Go back!! Leave me!! Let me be shattered!! you don't really care... You just pretend.." He was facing my back.. I closed my eyes... Tears dropped..
I said good byes to every one and hugged Komal...
"Why are you going?" She asked
"You know why.." I said
"But you can't leave me alone.." She said
"You're not alone..." I said giving her hand into Harry's hand... I smiled.. "Take care of her..." I said to Harry..
"Hey don't go!" Liam said softly..
"Don't speak softly with me... or may be your girlfriend will think that I'm hitting on you too.." I giggled...
"Hey Mona" "Plz!" Niall and Louis said..
"Had great time with you guys... I'll really miss you.." I said "Don't forget me"
"Don't go!" Komal said hugging me..
"Don't make me weak.." I said.. Sam came out of his room... "Let's go!" He said..
"Yeah!" I said.. "You wait outside.. I'll be there in a minute.." He went..
"Zayn?" I said... He turned his head away from me.. "Won't even say bye to me?"
"I don't know you anymore.. Go away..." He said and completely turned around..
"Okay... I love you.. Take care..." I said, turned around.... and started to move... I was about to reach at the door...
"Mona??" Zayn called me.. Ran towards me and hugged me.. I started crying.. He held me by my shoulders and said, "Don't go plz... How can I take care of my self without you?? You are supposed to take care of me..."
"Zayn Please!" I said .. Tears flowed..
"Mona plz...Who am I gonna call my best friend?" He asked.. "OK who will I give the new nick names every day? Huh? Who's door am I gonna knock every morning?"
"Knock Harry!" I said
"How can I knock Harry?!" He asked
"Fine!! Knock Harry's door!" I said
"Mona it's not the same.. Who am I gonna talk my heart with?" He asked
"Talk with Harry!" I said
"He's.... busy with Komal.. "Zayn said frustratedly
"Get yourself busy with something..." I said
"Try to understand Shona..." He said and held my face.. "I can't live without you!" He whispered
"You have to! I have to! We have to!" I said taking his hands off my face.. "It's our destiny... It's meant to be!"
"No!" Zayn shouted... "We are meant to be!"
"No..." I said.. "no we are not! You don't even know what it means Zayn... " I turned around and started to move.. He held my bag...
"Don't go!" He said helplessly..
I wiped away my tear and said, "You now if I don't leave now... I'll be stuck here forever.. watching you every day and counting my days to death.." Zayn left my bag slowly.. He was shocked..
"Do I make your life that miserable?" He asked... I turned around.. I wanted to scream.. 'Nooooooooo' he continued... "That when you see me, you want to die?" He totally misunderstood.. his tears were falling unstoppably..
"Zayn I..." I paused.. I couldn't get weak at that moment.. I needed to be cold so that Zayn would let me go..
"Yes!" I said... His face lost expressions.... I couldn't see him like that.. so I turned around as fast as I could and walked out... He stood there like rock.. I don't know for how long..
It was impossible for me to watch Zayn every day accepting the fact that he didn't love me.. The way I had left Zayn with tears in his eyes... It followed me... Haunting me.. I flew away... I was dying.. I never wanted to see him that broken.... NEVER!!!
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