Unexpected Life (Part 13)

CHAPTER 13: HEART BREAKS

 'The pain in chest increases'

Zayn left my arms... I almost fell down and knelt on the ground.. Komal supported me sitting beside me.. Zayn's tear dropped on the floor.. I looked up at him.. He was shocked.. He walked away hiding his tears... And I sat there, helpless, counting the steps he took.. boys went with Zayn to comfort him.. And Komal comforted me.. I hugged her...

I felt helpless.. I had lost my friendship.. His trust.. His love?... The day passed.. I dried my tears and decided to fake a smile..

*KNOCK* *KNOCK*

I knew it was Zayn... I could feel it..

"The door is open Zayn..." I said.. Zayn came inside..I faked a smile..

"How are you?" He asked sitting in front of me... All of that happened but we were still best friends right?

"I'm fine... Don't worry" I said.. Looking at him..

"Don't worry? Huh!" He pretended to grin.. I looked down.. We were silent..

"I'm..." I broke the ice.. "I'm sorry Zayn.."

"Why?" He asked looking into my eyes with confidence.. Like he knew why but he wanted to listen from me..

"Because!" I said looking up hopping my shoulder as if 'Because' was the answer..

"You're mad!" Zayn smiled

"Don't!" I paused..

"What?" He asked

"I've ruined everything.. Our bond.. Our friendship... Everything.." I said

"Heyyy..." He said, "Nothing is ruined... We'll always stay besties..." He smiled.. He thought he was comforting me.. But no... The pain in chest increased..  I didn't just wanna be best friends... I wanted more than that..

"Thanks..." I said.. "So... You wanted my advice as I'm your personal adviser.. Gabriella right?" I was trying to act normal.. Zayn was looking at me as if he was trying to figure out something.. I continued.. "Yeah so she's great and you two will look........ perfect... togeth..." I paused.. "Stop looking at me like that.. It's very disturbing..." I said trying to laugh about it.. He didn't stop..

"Don't look at me like that!" I repeated my self... "Zayn??" I laughed.. I looked at him for 5 seconds in an amazed way.. He wasn't looking away... He knew I was broken.. I t was breaking me even more.. I gave up...

"Plz...." I begged as my eyes filled up with tears..  He was uncomfortable whenever I cried.... He sighed.. I wiped my tear..

"Forget this stupidity... And back to normal.. The crazy us... " I smiled..

                    Time rolled on... And we turned almost back to normal.. I even thought once that he totally forgot that may be once i said that I loved him.. I was happy that he forgot and sad at the same time.. I couldn't believe... "He forgot??"

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